I'm Back

I just felt the urge to write something in this blog, without so much reason in mind. It has been more than a month since I last posted something here, and I believe I don't have to stop what I enjoy doing just so I can fit my whole 30-hour life in just 24 hours. So here I am, trying to figure out what transpired in my one-month escapade from all the less serious matters I call acads.

Actually, my mind is set to more important matters, those that need urgent attention. I can alrady feel the Engg Week coming, and I am really ashamed that I am not one of those starting to make a noise and make the other orgs feel so inferior they may just as well quit participating even before December comes. I just hope that I could do so as early as the registration period, if only I have enough strength to wake up at 9:00 am after sleeping for about two or three hours. I have myself to blame for this, because I keep on trying to multi-task even if I do not have the discipline to do all the things I want to do. Well, I am already IN this predicament, so I just have to try to enjoy what lies ahead of me.

I should not be writing this, because this journal is not for me to write my senseless fantasies about somebody who will once again throw me off my personal defense and bring me into yet another world of euphoria. But still, I think I might want to remember this, so if I become another Jason Bourne all you readers-of-my-blog have to do is to give me this url. Hehe. That was my first laugh in all this site's history.

I am starting to admire a batchmate of mine from training. And here's the issue: she is older than me by more than a year, and I'm not sure if she is actually taller than me. I better be coming back to my senses because I know it won't last long, knowing my sudden change of mind on topics that I feel are very sensitive for me to even consider pondering on.

Going back to real issues, I am not very happy about the results of the US elections. I feel that Kerry should have won so that stability in the Middle East will be attained soon, since I personally feel that Kerry does not have anything to be against businesses in Iraq unlike Dubya Bush. It's just so unfortunate that even in the tried and tested elecetion process of America, charisma still plays a lot of factor. Who would want Kerry, the half-moon faced senator from Massachusetts, for president if you can have the good ol' cowboy from Texas who bombs countries for his past time, right? GWB probably really loved watching his father's games when the older Bush was in office trying to play Gulf War Simulation in his desktop.

I am still thinking if I will just send this computer back to where it belongs. My brother in the province may find it useful in his programming classes, because I don't find any use for this anymore. I am not even in my room during the free internet hours. And I can just rent a pc anywhere in Metro Manila if I'll ever use one for research. Tuition costs more than internet fees these days when I did not apply for the STFAP Bracketting.