Time Management

I should have stayed in my room and studied. I dont care if I know I wont be able to accomplish anything, since I will probably just connect to the internet or play Warcraft. It was just not right, for both of us. For two straight nights, we spent the whole night (well, until around 1:00 am) in the lobby talking about things ranging from tv commercials to acads to just anything that we can think of at the instant. I know there is nothing wrong with it, if only we have all the time in the world.

 

Just a few hours ago, I learned that she woke up early this morning to finish her homework. I stopped to think: Am I now being a bad influence to her? Should I have told her to go to her room instead... I am not deperate of a companion, but I appreciate her being an ear to my senseless jokes and stories. I am starting to build my confidence back because of her.  I even think I'm starting to fall for her, even if Im trying all my best to resist from doing so. It is not yet time for me to move on... it scares me to even think of being close to anyone.

 

The hell with my flawed principles. It's making me mad again.