Effects of Natural Metamphetamines

It was already early in the morning and I cannot just lie on my bed and take a good night sleep as she had told me to. With all the thoughts running in my mind, I just can't.

I am still hounded by the memories of life a few years before this day. Almost everything was perfect back then... a sweet girlfriend, living a God-centered life, drinking sprees with my barkada, all the week-long campings away from home, the television set running until HBO gets tired airing new films, the high (and I mean HIGH) respect I get at school, and most importantly, the amount of self-esteem I used to have.It was all too good... and I am now contemplating why these things ended so soon.